crapola

Cleaning this computer because I will be returning it tomorrow because I've been using my office laptop at home since my laptop broke down. I've written a lot of stuff this past few months but all of them are unfinished ahaha so I'll just delete them. But there's this one document that I have forgotten about, but when I opened it, I remember everything about it. I wrote it when I thought I was bitten by a love bug but it turned out I was just being stupid hahaha. But I was really sad at that moment so I wrote this in order to get back on my feet. “The thing about a heartbreak is, it will linger around you no matter you want it or not. You will find yourself laughing at the funniest jokes but it still creeps at the back of your head. You will find yourself crying in the middle of the night because it decides to swallow you whole because you were over thinking it. One day you might find yourself feeling okay but suddenly the next day you are buried in your blanket bec

There he is, sitting on the couch talking cock with his 'business partner'. He always tells me about his job, how he is making a lot of money and how he is busy bringing home the bacon, but I wonder why we keep eating the same things and why does he have to sell all my jewelries away. Well of course I know why, he was fired a few months ago (though he calls it an early retirement by choice) and the only way to make him feel better about himself is to talk crap about himself. He always calls me stupid but you don't have to be a genius to figure that out. The truth is, I never think that I am stupid.Well at least not as stupid as he tells his friends and me. I used to work at my abusive uncle's farm before I got married to this asshole. I was the best butcher there and that's not something that everybody can do. I am also quite good at handling finances and this is the reason why we still have a roof on our head. But of course, according to Mr Asshole I couldn't