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About a month ago (haha), Tiq and I went to Japan! We spent almost a year preparing for the trip and it was definitely the best trip I've had so far. But if you didn't know, two or three months after buying our flight tickets, we both quit our job and we had to save money for this trip. So for this blogpost, I'm going to tell you what I did (because I cant speak on behalf of Tiq) in order to survive and also save enough money for Japan! So, sometime in May I think, Tiq and I spent about RM950++ each to buy our flight tickets. At that time we were quite rich because we worked and don't really use our money that much. So after that, we focused on finding a cheap and comfortable accommodation. I tried looking for a hotel room but apparently the rate of a hotel room is super expensive especially for our currency. And to top it off, we started looking when our currency rate was so bad that I started to regret my impulsive decision just for a bit. And then I checked AirBn

These four months have been very very good to me. I really have to thank Allah for the rezeki that He is giving me, even though I have a long way to go before I can be considered a good Muslim. I quit my old job and I am finally doing what I love, writing and handling business. I have been freelancing for 4 months now and I have written so many things and it's really have been fun. I am also in charge of two social media accounts (four if you count in my own account and my business account!) which is quite a handful for me. But I get to decide my own work hours so that's cool. I am also a self-proclaimed publisher now. Tiq and I were talking about making our own zine and building a platform where contributors will get paid for their work and we decided right there and then to start our own zine. It was so sudden but we're doing fine, we even joined an event the other day to start selling our zine. We are still very small but we're very proud of what we've achieved

I tried reading on Search Engine Optimization (SEO) but it is very boring. HTML is one of the things that I have tried to learn but my brain just refused to accept because I don't like mixing words with numbers and symbols. But now that I want to venture further into online advertisement, I really really really need to be able to understand SEO. If can, immediately. Like right now. Haha. I have been filling my time with some freelancing but I think that I need to advertise myself more hahaha I sound like a prostitute okay just kidding. But if you need any help from me (and you can pay money hahaha), feel free to contact me okay. That's all for now. I'll rant more later. Good day!

"I'd never thought that we will come to this point, where the silence is more suffocating than comforting, where our conversations are so forced you can hear the insincerity. We used to be one, but now we're so different it's like it never happened. Maybe our forever is over." "People change, and you have to accept that. Nothing wrong with separation, maybe it is what we need in order to grow" "When someone so important to you changes to something, you need to learn how to adapt. You work your way through it and find another link that connects you together. Saying separation is inevitable is a coward's way of telling someone that they don't matter anymore" "You jump to conclusions easily. You don't know how much it hurts to see that we're now strangers, to constantly miss what we used to be. But is it smart to dwell in something for too long? No. You get sad and you move on." "It must not hurt that bad if

What I need now - A notebook and a good pen. I kinda sound like Nussow right now but I think I finally get it, these two things are very important. My notebook now is very big and dirty, though I love it, it is taking too much space. But maybe I should just keep quiet and use it. I also need loads of new clothes. I have nothing nice to wear and I keep wearing the same thing over and over again. But I also hate spending money on clothes haha so I should just keep quiet and wear what I have now. Might try baking. I keep craving for cakes might as well try to learn on how to make it myself. A little fun fact about myself, I always have this irrational fear that during my first visit to see my in laws, they'd ask me to cut the fruits, or I would stupidly offer to cut it myself. Maybe if I know how to bake cakes, I dont need to cut fruits. (Yes, I dont know why I always think that I would be bringing fruits to see my future in laws, especially when I dont fancy them that much) I n

"He told you that he has a Robin in his life?" "No, he posted it online" "Sorry girl, but bad news, you gotta give up on this one." "But, he's perfect. And I don't give want to give up on him" "If he ends up with you, he will always have someone else on his mind. What if his Robin wants to get back with him? You think he is going to stay for you?" "I don't know. Maybe I could change his mind" "Do you know the girl?" "Yes" "When did he break up with her?" "Years ago...." "Just move on, don't hurt yourself" "But then he's going to be my Robin" "Maybe he wont. Maybe he will"

Tajuk boleh cliche lagi tak? Tak boleh. Okay. My 2015 was fun. I shall break it down to parts. Me I learned so much in 2015, I started realising my strength and my weakness, what I love and what I don't, and I started being more grateful with what I have. I am always grateful but since 2015 was the year of many bad news, I am more grateful with what I have. But I did less brainstorming than before which made my brain kinda rusty haha. Hopefully I will do more this year. Family This was the year where I spent most nights at home with my family since I was 13. I've gotten closer with my siblings and parents, I did more chores, and then we got a cat. Moreshi is our cat and he is our favorite cat considering none of us likes cat before haha. But now we're obsessed with him. We talk about him daily. Except for Abah haha. He just listens to our stories. But I wont say that he hates Mo, considering he is willing to drive to Shah Alam to go to the vet, buy stuffs for Mo and

She looks at him playing with his phone, smiling and looking happy. It is the same smile that he gave her 5 years ago. A blissful smile, a smile as if he has everything in his hands, content. But now the smile is not for her anymore, it's for someone in his phone. She finds it amazing that someone who's not virtually there can make him as happy as that but she, who's sitting in front of him cant do the same. Moments like this will usually make her feel so small, like a mice in a dark alley. But not tonight. She has finally accepted that she has lost the ability to make him jump over the moon, and does not feel like doing it anymore.  But what about her? Is he still making her happy? Yes. Or maybe not. But he gives her the sense of familiarity. Sometimes, that 's all you need. It doesn't matter that she is no longer looking at the same person she fell in love with five years ago, she just wants him there. Most break ups hurt because it is hard to break a habit, no

Hello. Saya baru pulang dari percutian bersama keluarga sebab ibu bapa cuti lama. Pengalaman yang menarik tapi kita cerita pasal pengalaman lain kali. Harini nak bagi itinerary/aturcara (hahahaha) bagi percutian kami bagi sesiapa yang rasa nak cuti tapi tak tau bagaimana nak plan. Percutian kami bermula dari Petaling Jaya (rumah), kemudian ke Ipoh dan Penang. Percutian kali ini lebih kepada food hunt dan melihat scenery maka tiada lawatan ke muzium aneh atau mandi pantai. (Nota: Tidak sesuai dilakukan pada masa semua orang cuti kerana mungkin susah nak cari hotel yang kosong. Percutian adalah untuk 6 orang) Hari pertama - Berhenti di RnR Restoran Jejantas Sungai Buloh untuk makan tengahhari. Banyak pilihan dan harga agak murah untuk nasi campur - Pergi ke Tanjung Malim. Berhenti di Kedai Yik Mun Kedai Pau Tanjung Malim. Boleh cari dalam GPS. Pau rasa biasa je tapi ada banyak makanan lain yang biasanya jual di kedai Cina yang kita selalu tengok orang Cina makan tapi tak boleh cub