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Dropping by to say hi

What I need now - A notebook and a good pen. I kinda sound like Nussow right now but I think I finally get it, these two things are very important. My notebook now is very big and dirty, though I love it, it is taking too much space. But maybe I should just keep quiet and use it.

I also need loads of new clothes. I have nothing nice to wear and I keep wearing the same thing over and over again. But I also hate spending money on clothes haha so I should just keep quiet and wear what I have now.

Might try baking. I keep craving for cakes might as well try to learn on how to make it myself. A little fun fact about myself, I always have this irrational fear that during my first visit to see my in laws, they'd ask me to cut the fruits, or I would stupidly offer to cut it myself. Maybe if I know how to bake cakes, I dont need to cut fruits. (Yes, I dont know why I always think that I would be bringing fruits to see my future in laws, especially when I dont fancy them that much)

I need to sleep. See you tomorrow. This is a filler post, sorry if you wasted your time reading this.

(I originally wanted to write something sad and sappy because time of the month haha but I stopped myself because I literally have no crush on anyone at all, except Park Bo Gum)(Also noticed the stats going crazy, if you're new here, say hi!)


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