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Friends in UK, kalau jumpa orang ni cakap Hawa cakap hi and you can give him my number hahahaha. Tujuan tulis post ini adalah untuk buang masa lagi. Sebenarnya kena hantar assignment yang due dia SELASA MINGGU LEPAS tapi I'm a bit stuck and I don't have the motivation to do it. I'm going to start again tomorrow. Yeap. A week after my due date. I'm sorry Miss.

Watched Hobbit just now and it was amazing. We (Haziq and I) sat at the third row from the front because we were a bit late but it was still awesome. After that we went to eat char kuey teow and nasi lemak at Mali's Corner in Dato' Harun and Haziq was a bit shocked that they take orders from our table. It was perfectly normal for me but apparently in Wangsa Maju's Mali's Corner you have to order at the cashier. The lady that took our order told him that it is because "ini tempat kampung gangster". Now I need to figure out my gangster name. Maybe something that ends up with a 'z' like Hawa Powerz.  Tulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris ni buat rasa post sangat formal padahal cakap pasal charkueyteow je. Sekarang dah pukul 3.47. Patutnya dah tidur sekarang sebab esok nak pergi Big Bad Wolf tapi tak boleh tidur. Lepas tu sekarang tonsil sedang bengkak, boring betul. Ini penyakit kanak kanak je pfft. Sebab tak boleh tidur, I made a track/song hahaha macam power s...

Due to his obsession towards Crayon Shin Chan, the owner of the famous Crayon Burger opens his first burger restaurant using the name as a tribute to Shin Chan. He uses different colored buns to fit with the Crayon concept. I'm making these things up. I'm sorry. I'm just kidding. You can listen to this song while reading to get you into the groove hahaha Since practicum, my life only revolves around the school, and school only. So I decided that I need to have a life so I went outside and met some (old and new) people. And ate burgers. I was more excited to eat the burger obviously, but I got to meet Hanis there ! Enough about me, let's talk about the burgers ! One of the things that makes Crayon Burger popular is definitely the color of the buns. Do you know that they don't use any artificial coloring but the colors are actually from one of the the ingredients ! (I think only one ingredient that makes the bun change its color, I think only okay) I li...

I'm loving my students now. Every bits and pieces (kecuali bila kelas masa tengah hari hergh mencabar keimanan betul). If you want to be a teacher, better get married before going to school sebab lepas dah mula mengajar, setiap masa pun fikir pasal students. Bilanya nak cari calon? Kalau praktical takpelah, tiga bulan je. Hari Jumaat lepas adalah hari terakhir budak UM practicum. I am a bit sad because they are super funny and friendly ! But that's okay because I still have Eja with me. And I have 2 tables now. Atau 4 kalau saya tamak haha. Btw, tadi pergi instagram lepas tu jealous dengan orang yang pergi hiking apa semua ni. Lepas tu rasa down sikit. Tetiba teringat I dont even like jungle trekking, hiking apatah lagi. Maka saya dah tak cemburu dah. Dah tak tau dah nak update blog betul betul macam mana. Lepas practicum lah baru sungguh sungguh. Okay baiklah bye semua.

Ada report kena hantar esok, baru siap 30 percent je kot hehe I am sleepy. Dah habis tulis ni maka dah tak ada alasan untuk procrastinate lagi. See you later, alligator. Can I marry that person please. Hahaha.

Dapat kelas ada 38 orang pelajar memang mencabar. Syukur minggu ni minggu terakhir kelas untuk bulan puasa dan saya tak perlu puasa. Tadi rasanya jerit Class ! Class ! lebih daripada 300 kali. Mula mula separuh kelas taknak cooperate, tiba tiba lepas buka cerita Wolverine dan Kpop Dan Justin Bieber, semua menjerit jerit nak participate dalam kelas. Tak pasti nak bersyukur ke macam mana. Habis je kelas, terus sakit dada dan hilang suara. Esok ada 3 kelas, tak termasuk kelas ganti. Marilah berdoa tak pengsan sebelum habis kelas. (dan semua cikgu datang maka tak perlu masuk kelas lain)(I tak siap lagi lesson plan ni) Tapi penat macam mana pun, seronok bila habis kelas ada pelajar datang salam cium tangan, lepas tu jumpa mana mana cakap "Hai teacher !". Rasanya mungkin dah ada jiwa guru ni acewah.

Dah habis pre-practicum. Lagi 3 hari dah mulalah practicum. Dah tau dapat sekolah mana tapi taknak bagitau takut orang stalk saya nanti hahaha. Tak taulah sekarang ni stress ke homesick ke apa benda, tapi rasa macam malaaaaas sangat nak buat apa apa. Bukan malas, dia macam tak ada semangat. Nak berbuka pun tak bersemangat, something must be wrong somewhere. Tapi mungkin tak cukup tenaga kot sebab memang selalu kalau puasa dekat Shah Alam mesti malas nak berbuka. Is this normalll? Semoga dah masuk sekolah nanti bertenaga sepanjang masa. Syukur ada dua minggu je puasa dekat sekolah. Ahhh berdebarnya. Doakan semua pelajar dekat Malaysia ni bagus bagus belaka. Okaylah. Nak masak. Bye !

Mulai esok dah kena cari makanan sahur dan berbuka sendiri. Kalau malas, kena berasak asak beli makanan dekat bazar. I dont like bazar that much. Tak pasti sebab sesak ataupun tak suka beratur hahaha. I really don't like beratur I dont know why. Sebab tu jarang makan dekat food court. Esok dah start pre-practicum. Dah kena jumpa lecturer dan masuk kelas macam biasa. Tadi tengok jadual pre-practicum lepas tu fikir "Ada makanan ke nanti?" Haha puasa nak makan apaaaa. Okay dah tak ada darah dekat perut aahhh butterfly in my stomach dude I am not ready for this I want to lay around and watch Phil and Dan on youtube and Dating Agency and I can hear your voice. Bye.

Kalau nak cakap pasal agama, mungkin saya paling tak layak sekali. Ilmu tak banyak dan iman tak berapa nak kuat. Dosa pun bergunung gunung. Nak berubah mendadak terus memanglah susah, tapi kita mula sikit sikitlah okay? Sikit sikit insyaAllah jadi bukit. Ni tips yang dapat masa dengar tazkirah dekat surau lepas tarawikh. Alhamdulillah, bulan ni baru sekali tak terawikh. Tapi lebih baguslah daripada tahun lepas sebab pergi sekali je. You can judge me all you want because it is true, I didn't go last year because I was lazy, and I am not proud of it. Okay, tips pertama yang saya dapat. Niat dan lafazkan syukur setiap hari. Banyak orang buat benda, tapi sia sia je sebab dia tak niat buat benda tu kerana Allah. Jadi, lepas ni bila bangun tu, terus niat. Kalau tak tau nak cakap macam mana boleh guna ayat ni sebagai garis panduan "Ya Allah, semua yang aku lakukan harini adalah untuk Mu, semoga amalan ku harini tak sia sia". Ni contohlah. Ustaz tu ada bagi niat dia, tapi tak b...

Saya nak ucapkan selamat berpuasa dan selamat menahan nafsu kepada semua ! Malam tadi, sebab semangat nak puasa, minum 2 liter lebih air. Lepas tu, dalam masa dua jam 5 kali pergi tandas. Selamat tinggal toksin. Kawan kawan semua sila jaga diri masa puasa okay. Lagi lagi yang tengah ataupun nak intern/practicum. Jangan pengsan masa kerja pulak. Malu okay pengsan. Trust me, I know. Masa pergi terawikh tadi ustaz cakap Allah bagi peluang dekat umat Nabi Muhammad untuk buat pahala masa bulan Ramadhan sebab masa ni syaitan kena ikat. Yang nak kena lawan cuma nafsu je. Maka 1 lawan 1, perlawanan adil. Lepas tu ustaz cakap pasal malam Lailatulqadar, dia cakap Allah bagi malam Lailatulqadar ni sebab umat Nabi Muhammad ni jangka hayat cuma 60-70 tahun je, tak macam umat nabi lain. Jadi dalam satu hari ni, kalau dapat untuk 20 tahun maka samalah amalan kita dengan umat nabi lain. Sekarang nak tidur sebab memang masa cuti jadual hidup dah terbalik haha. Takpelah kot sebab kalau tak mesti a...

Baru dua hari buat azam, dah lupakan azam. Apa ni. Senarai practicum akan dapat minggu depan. Saya berpasangan dengan Eja. Agak menakutkan sebenarnya. Nak jadi cikgu ni lain dengan intern benda lain. Bila intern dekat benda lain, semua orang datang dan tau awak datang nak belajar dan tak ada siapa yang ada expectation yang awak adalah pandai dalam bidang tersebut. Tapi kalau jadi cikgu, cikgu lain mungkin anggap awak tak pandai dan boleh buat salah, tapi pelajar? Dah jadi cikgu takkan tak pandai kot. Kalau dalam otak diorang dah drill yang cikgu tak boleh buat salah, ha macam mana? Tak suka bila risau sebab nanti mulalah fikir panjang. Dan bila saya cakap panjang, maksudnya panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang sangat. Ahh, cuba siapa siapa hilangkan resah gelisah dalam hati ni. Alang alang cerita tentang benda meresahkan ni, Mesir sekarang ni dah tak berapa nak aman sebab diorang baru je jatuhkan pemimpin diorang. Tapi jangan risau, Allah berada di pihak yang benar. Cumanya yang lebi...

Hello. Saya dah tamat part 6. Saya sedang bercuti selama dua minggu sebelum memulakan practicum. Bila sebut je perkataan practicum, terus perut rasa berkecamuk dan macam darah tak sampai ke kepala. Doakan kami semua dapat sekolah awesome dan students pun awesome serta makanan murah dan sedap. Cuti  ni kalau boleh nak update blog tiap tiap minggu (kononnya), maka doakanlah saya rajin. Lepas ni semua orang dah boleh start panggil saya teacher. Hewhew :3 Ah kena beli banyak tudung barulah takkan nak pakai 4 tudung yang sama tiap tiap minggu macam pergi kelas. Okay bye nak pergi pujuk ibu bapa pergi shopping.

Hawa. Beberapa minggu ni akan jadi minggu paling busy untuk semester ini. Tapi tak apa, seperti semester lain, pasti akan dapat mengharungi minggu minggu ini dan hidup macam biasa. Bulan Julai dah nak mula practicum, November cuti 4 bulan sampai Mac lepas tu semester terakhir. InsyaAllah, Julai tahun depan graduate. Sekarang kita doa supaya tak ada repeat paper sampai bila bila haha. Saya sebenarnya tengah procrastinate ni. Lagi 8 jam nak hantar Article Review tapi sekarang baru buat introduction :P Okay baiklah nak sambung kerja wiuwiuwiu.

These are some of the baju kurung that we are selling in Armada Faiza. Armada Faiza was launched last week, 20th of May, the day before my micro-teaching and the day of my quiz. I don't know why am I telling you this. The founder of this shop is Noraini and me. We both love baju kurung and baju kurung is definitely one of a kind because it can suit any occasions ! (except if you are going to a club but maybe you can just wear baju kurung there and pretend that you are from Jabatan Agama or something). If you want to support us, click this link and like our page. Armada Faiza  . Please pray for our success :D Till then, thank you !

Sebab dah nak graduate (lagi setahun !), dan sebab ada banyak sangat harapan dan impian, maka marilah mula mengumpul harta daripada sekarang. Nantikan pengumuman penting dalam masa terdekat ini. Saya doakan Tuhan bagi yang terbaik untuk saya dan awak semua. Amin :)

Ita : Hawa, Hawa nak pergi pasar malam tak? Hawa : No. Its okay (No Hawa, you should go to  Pasar Malam) Ita : Diorang cakap Hawa puasa. Hawa : Aah (that's why you should go to pasar malam, Hawa) Ita : Hawa ada makanan ke? Hawa : Ada. (No, you dont have any food, you have snacks. You cannot eat those for buka puasa) Ita : Okay. Haha tidur petang until I have gone crazy. I was debating with myself whether I should go to pasar malam or not but I slept right away (AGAIN !) after Ita left. Now I'm eating my Muzic and later I'm going to eat my marble cake. Padan muka.

Sounds like a big fat lie isn't it? But I really am okay ! Haha. I know some people would think that an explorer is someone who explores the jungle, or go to Bermuda, or whatever things that include sweat and muddy places, but no. It is not. If you like to explore malls, go ahead, if you like to go to museum, that is better. One of my life wishes is to eat fried chicken in as many restaurant as I can. Exploring is about discovering new things. As for now, Zulaikha and I are going to restaurants around Shah Alam to try as many soups as we can. If we have the chance to eat outside, we would order chicken soup, white rice and fried eggs haha. Today is our fourth day ! If you are interested to follow our journey, follow me on instagram ! (@hawapower) Enough about the soupy adventure Today, Tiq, Nuzul and I went to Klang just for fun. First, we wanted to go to any place where the air is cooler in Shah Alam. Nuzul said that he wants to go to the beach so he brought us t...

Rasa nak kumpul duit cukup cukup, lepas tu buka bakeri. Setiap tahun cuti sebulan dan merantau ke mana mana negara dan bawa ibu bapa. Tak pun sorang sorang. Mana mana lah. Jadi penulis bebas yang menulis pasal dunia. Lepas tu jadi cikgu sukarela dekat mana mana tempat yang memerlukan cikgu. Ambil random degree sebab ada masa dan kewangan. Beli rumah dan decorate. Mungkin jadi selebriti di youtube dengan membuat video memasak makanan. Buat kerja yang unik dan melabur wang di mana mana. Join makcik makcik usrah setiap weekend. Ambil kanak kanak bijak dan jadikan dia anak angkat supaya dia boleh jadi child prodigy haha. Hidup bebas tapi berpegang teguh dengan agama. Jadi penceramah dekat sekolah. Buat kerja kerja sukarelawan.  Masa depan nampak cerah sekarang ni. Selamat petang semua.

InsyaAllah, esok akan jadi kali pertama saya mengundi. Teruja dah ni. Teruja nak mengundi, tapi tak teruja sangat dengan political scene dekat Malaysia ni. Let me tell you why. Pertama sekali, ramai orang tak tau konsep berkempen tu macam mana. Kempen ni adalah untuk persuade atau pujuk orang. Tak kisah kalau dia guna iklan dekat tv ke, youtube ke, ceramah dekat masjid ke, ceramah dekat universiti ke, semua tu cuma untuk persuade je. Bukan brainwashing. Brainwashing tu macam ni, saya letak awak dalam satu bilik gelap, saya pasang video yang buat awak hilang kemampuan berfikir lalu awak terima je semua yang saya sampaikan pada awak. Awak tukar political view awak bukan sebab awak boleh fikir pros and cons dia, tapi sebab saya dah tanamkan benda tu dalam kepala awak. Faham tak? Lagi satu yang awak perlu tahu, mereka yang berkempen ni memang kena berkempen kalau nak menang. Kalau tak berkempen, macam mana orang nak tahu apa manifesto dia, apa benda yang dia nak tawarkan pada kita. Buk...

I have two quizzes, one write up and one article review submission tomorrow. 0.05% done. I'm not sure whether I'm having writer's block or I'm just lazy. I should start now. Pray for me, people. And don't cry for me, Argentina.

Oily face and flaky skin. Hahaha I am just kidding. So, this week, Fafa and I were busy making videos for our Shakespeare's class (Fafa was busy making the videos, I was busy giving her support). My laptop is getting really slow these days so downloading and doing stuffs on my laptop are really something I would like to avoid for now. Okay by the way, here is the video ! Cool or not ! Hahaha We used my phone to record and it was cut in the middle of the video. But the thing is,  you know how smartphones change their view or something, you know the one where we tilt the phone and then the screen changes? That happened and that is why suddenly in the middle the video changes. At first we wanted to use green screen (haha high tech or not?), but then something went wrong and we decided to just draw. So, everybody, watch this. If you hate literature, at least you can remember the time when you learn Sonnet 18 in high school. But if you are young (Are you still playing your flute...

Cuba tengok orang dalam video tu. Awesome kan boleh lukis cantik cantik guna spray paint je. Dahlah susah nak kawan. Kagum betul. Kalau ada bakat macam tu, nak bawak spray paint pergi merata tempat, lepas tu lukis dengan gembira. Tapi tak apalah. Sekarang kita lukis dengan pensil dengan pen je dulu. Bila ada rumah dan dinding sendiri, kita conteng dinding rumah pulak. Kalau cakap pasal spray paint, mestilah biasanya ada kaitan dengan grafiti kan? Tau tak dekat Pasar Seni yang ada banyak grafiti tu. Cantikkan? Kalau awak tak tau, ni gambar ambil dekat google. Hahahaha malas nak pilih satu satu, print screen je. Agak sayang sebab diorang punya art ni cantik, tapi berapa ramai yang ambil peduli dan betul betul hargai. Tapi kini tidak lagi, jeng jeng jeng. Resort World Genting buat Resort World Genting's YNOT Graffiti Competition  untuk orang orang muda yang berbakat dan pandai buat grafiti. Untung siapa yang kreatif sebab hadiah dia mencecah RM40000 (I dont know what is ...

My tonsil is swollen, my nose is runny and I kept coughing. Luckily Eja slept somewhere else yesterday because I think I might be snoring because it is super hard to breathe. But yesterday I slept at 11 and I am feeling a bit better today. During the holiday, I have a lot of time to think about stuffs. And I am constantly on the internet so I watched and read lots of things. And then, I came across this video.  A friend of mine once told me that if she is going to drive somewhere, she would dress up prettily so that if her car broke down or something, people would be extra-willing to help her. A friend of mine also once told me that people might not want to marry me because I am fat. Once, we saw a big car and my friend was asking if the person driving it was handsome, and  someone said "eee, dia gemuklah".  Sad isn't it? I am a bit sensitive  about this topic because truthfully, though I genuinely believe that I am beautiful (you don't want to know how...

Masa tengahhari tadi tak tau nak buat apa maka pergilah tengok youtube. Lepas tu tengok channel soulpancake. Lepas tu tengok "My last Days : Meet Juli" dengan "My Last Days : Meet Joel". Juli ada cancer and Joel ada tumor. Juli ada 5 orang anak dan mula mula dalam video tu dia positif, tiba tiba dia cakap dia takut kalau family dia tak ingat dia bila dia dah mati. Lepas tu baru nampak disebalik ketabahan dia tu, dia sebenarnya ada jugak rasa takut. Lepas tu Joel ni 4 tahun. Dia ada banyak tumor tapi semuanya hilang. Dalam video ni dia pergi check-up dengan emak dan ayah dia. Masa Joel tengah MRI, emak dan ayah dia cerita yang dia syukur walaupun Joel ni awal awal dia nazak, tapi Tuhan sembuhkan dia. Lepas tu dah 24 bulan dah sejak kali terakhir Joel ada tumor. Tiba tiba, doktor yang in-charge pergi dekat parents dia. Lepas tu dia cakap, ada tumor baru dalam badan Joel. Okay sedih gila. Bergenang genang air mata.  Sebab sedih sangat, pergilah tumblr sebab bol...

Sepanjang cuti ni, kehidupan hanya bermula pada waktu malam. Sebab siang tak ada apa nak buat. Nak online pun rasa macam tak menarik sebab malam tu dah online. Waktu siang dihabiskan dengan tidur, makan, main candy crush (kalau awak main candy crush, add me on facebook okay !), tengok tv. Benda benda macam tu lah. Oh candy crush boleh main dekat telefon, jadi tak perlu online. Satu hari, sewaktu saya sedang bersendirian di ruang tamu, saya terlihat treadmill yang juga kesunyian seperti saya. Tanpa segan silu, saya memandang kearah lain. Setiap hari perkara yang sama berlaku sehinggalah pada suatu hari, saya on treadmill tersebut dan menaikinya. Maka terisilah masa petang saya dirumah. Maka sekarang sudah hampir 3 minggu saya menaiki treadmill. Tapi awak jangan pula ingat saya dah kurus kekeke. Sebab saya naik bukan untuk kurus, tapi untuk isi masa lapang. Saya tetap makan lebih daripada orang biasa. Cumanya berat saya stabillah. Sebab topup lepas tu bersenam lepas tu topup balik. Tun...

Look at this human being Okay, mungkinlah bagi korang tak hebat sangat haha. But I don't know how to play piano so to me, he's cooler than me lah. And also I freaking love this guy so I may be a little bit bias :P  If you love someone, mestilah ada plan nak kahwin dengan orang tu kan. Ke korang tak? Hahaha. Okay, so takkanlah nak jadi fan je kan, mana ada penyanyi nak kahwin dengan fans dia. Maka saya pun ambil course sound design semasa cuti (sekaranglah maknanya) dan telah cuba untuk produce lagu sendiri hihi. I dont know how to play the piano but I can certainly drag and drop things.  Spare some time to listen to this music okay. If it is good, let me know. If you think that there are some parts that I can improve, also let me know. If it is super good, let your friends know about this. Mana tahu korang ada kawan yang kerja dekat JTune and they can let them hear my song ke apa ke. Then I'm going to marry Seungho and make babies kahkahkah. Okaylah...

H : Pakai perfume ke? N : Kenapa? H : Bau macam susu N : Kau bau ketiak aku ke? H : Haha apaa? N : Kau bau ketiak aku ke? H : Mana adalah gila ! Kenapa nak bau ketiak orang hahaha !

Good morning. Good day. Cita cita untuk tahun ini : menjadi lebih awesome daripada tahun tahun sebelum ini. I have nothing else to say because I spend a lot of time doing nothing. Most of the time, I watched a lot of videos, I read a lot of materials (subtitles, advertisement, terms and conditions, books), play games, talk to people around me (parents, siblings and people downstairs). Last week, I went to Golden Disk Awards with a friend of mine. We had fun. I'm going to talk about it sooner or later. Yesterday I went to Melaka to see my Uwan. She's getting better and I think she gained some weight, which is good. I am also in love. Hahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Till then, goodbye :)

Seungho is super cute in this video wuuu please be mine ekeke. He's the one eating the cookie.

You're only a day awaaaaaaay. Esok final exam yo ! Lepas tu cuti yo ! Tapi tak boleh balik lagi yo ! Sebab ada hal nak settle lagi yo ! Tapi tak kisah lah yo ! Sebab next week nak jumpa BIGBANG lagi yo ! I am very excited. Hopefully this is not some kind of a sick joke because then I would be sad wuwuwu. Hoping to see MBLAQ too. I am a big fan since urm, last 3 weeks because I watched Hello Baby. Now I am really considering about being an artist in Korea because then maybe I can be with Seungho in We Got Married hahaha. Got to go now. I'm going to watch Idol Army. Bye !