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Wachaaaaa !

I'm loving my students now. Every bits and pieces (kecuali bila kelas masa tengah hari hergh mencabar keimanan betul). If you want to be a teacher, better get married before going to school sebab lepas dah mula mengajar, setiap masa pun fikir pasal students. Bilanya nak cari calon? Kalau praktical takpelah, tiga bulan je.

Hari Jumaat lepas adalah hari terakhir budak UM practicum. I am a bit sad because they are super funny and friendly ! But that's okay because I still have Eja with me. And I have 2 tables now. Atau 4 kalau saya tamak haha.

Btw, tadi pergi instagram lepas tu jealous dengan orang yang pergi hiking apa semua ni. Lepas tu rasa down sikit. Tetiba teringat I dont even like jungle trekking, hiking apatah lagi. Maka saya dah tak cemburu dah.

Dah tak tau dah nak update blog betul betul macam mana. Lepas practicum lah baru sungguh sungguh. Okay baiklah bye semua.


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