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7th October 2018

Blogging because my stomach masuk angin and I can't sneak in Maggi inside my room because my parents are outside. Sure I can eat outside but why would I do that haha.

Today, I wanna talk about being grateful and how rezeki is in all sort of form. Writing this down in case one day I decided to be one ungrateful brat so I can slap myself.

I realised how rezeki comes in many form. Material wise, relationships with your parents, friends, significant others, happiness and many more. As for me, I know my rezeki in a relationship with a significant other hasn't arrived yet, probably won't but I realised that I can never complain about that. My rezeki in other places are abundant so I shall enjoy and be grateful with what I have.

Money wise, while right now I only have RM58 in my account, I realised that I was never short of money. Not that I will have people hand me money, it's just that Allah will show me a way to get them in case I needed it. I have a small business on the side, or sometimes someone will give me a project to work on, at times there will be people paying their old debt. And I am definitely super grateful about this.

As for my relationship with my parents, it is super great. I let them down over and over again. Still not a successful kid like everyone predicted when I was younger, but they never really force me to do stuff. They let me steer my course, supported me if I needed the support, always my biggest fan. They are definitely my biggest rezeki. I would definitely be homeless if it weren't for them. May Allah grant them the highest jannah because no amount of things I do will ever repay them. Even until now I still can't repay them for giving birth to me haha.

As for my friends, they are the greatest. Also super supportive. Even when I have no moeny or richness to offer them, they are still my friends. They are also the people that I hope Allah will grant them heaven. Cant ask for nicer people to be in my life.

I hope I will always continue to be grateful, and not take things for granted. Okay, I am super hungry. I shall go now byebye


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