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Wedding dress

Listening to old Bigbang songs while writing my report. And then I got to Taeyang's Wedding Dress and I can hear the sound of my heart breaking. Hahaha. Had to gather myself for a few minutes and here I am writing this post to let my future self know that once upon a time you got sad listening to Wedding Dress.

While procrastinating, I was looking at this person's twitter account. He is in love, I know he is. He retweets love quotes and bits and pieces of poems. Also he kinda announced that he is in love. But in a discreet way. Like you really have to look at his tweets to see that he is actually telling the world how's he feeling. He's like Hansel and Gretel, leaving breadcrumbs everywhere. I think that is very cute. I hope his girlfriend notices all the breadcrumbs since I think he is very private with his life. There are people who wants their significant other to announce their love to the world, and if she is one of them hopefully she can see it.

The time of the month so I am a bit hormonal hehe but kudos for you sir. I hope she knows that she's very lucky. Some people aren't that lucky. Bye.

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