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July.

July would be nice and exciting. Repeat after me. Nice and exciting.

And hopefully not too hot. Because these few days I felt like a squid in my office. Luckily I can have the office to myself so I can take off my tudung when I'm working. Which is pretty nice, but also scary because even the slightest sound sends me running to the toilet because I am not wearing my tudung. Is this the life of a daredevil? Is it worth it? Haha.

My life nowadays is pretty boring. Everybody is getting busier and it is hard to meet the people you used to see everyday. But now that everyone is busy, I am left talking/singing alone in the office. Which kinda suck but kinda good too considering that I can't sing that well.

What else is new? I am hooked on the Clash of Clans. My mother keeps telling me to stop playing the game but I am not even a hardcore Clasher. Because when you're on the higher level (ehem), the waiting time is longer and there's no point to play the game as frequent as I can because it takes 45 minutes to cook the troops and only 3 minutes to kill them all. So no point to play it all the time. If you see any Clashers playing it consistently, they probably have multiple accounts or they're noobs. Hahahaha.

Oh, July is also the month of getting older. I will be 24 in a few days. Which is exciting. I'm not sure what is there to be excited about. I'm not planning for any party, just a few buka puasa with friends, that's all. I kinda wish for a surprise party, I never had one. But my friends aren't the type that surprises people. They're more of the type that asks people "Hello, where do you want to eat? Okay this is your birthday dinner".

Enough about my birthday party, let's talk about the future. To tell you the truth, I have nothing planned yet. Which is very bad because I am already 24. I'd like to have a business of my own, InsyaAllah. But I really need a business partner who is willing to grow together with me. I am praying very hard that our (Zana and me) swimming class will grow sucessfully but I dont see it happening anytime soon. But I am hopeful. I know that I have too many ideas, but now that I am young, I should try everything and see what will work for me right?

Funny story, I am actually typing using my boss's laptop. He told me that I was supposed to go to an event but he thought the event is tomorrow. But it is today. I really can't wait to be my own boss.

I need to go and start working now hehe. Bye !

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