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Post pendek untuk menyatakan saya masih hidup dan bertahan. Tapi makin gila.

Lepas pulang dari kelas beberapa hari lalu, tiba tiba rasa ringan. Rupa rupanya tertinggal beg dalam kelas. Tadi, tiba tiba nak mandi semasa buat lesson plan, lepas tu pergi peti ais dan buat ais. Kemudian saya mandi. Lepas tu saya masak air. Apa motif buat ais dan masak air pun saya tak tahu.

Sepanjang hari ni over happy. Otak penat ke? Tak mungkin. Stress? Mungkin sikit. Tak sabar nak tunggu esok. Diorang nak makan durian. Saya tak makan durian, tapi takkanlah nak duduk rumah jewppp. Esok pun nak tidur lama lama. Oh tak sabarnya.

Dalam masa dua minggu ni abaikan saya.

Okay bye selamat tinggal !

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