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Perempuan, isteri dan ....

Dah masuk umur 20 tahun, hampir semua rakan rakan dah mula bercerita pasal nak kahwin. Ada yang cerita pasal majlis yang dia nak, orang yang dia nak cari, tanggungjawab suami isteri dan cakap pasal poligami pun dah ada. Sudah pastilah saya juga tak terkecuali, almaklumlah inikan fasa nak cari pasangan hidup. Kyakyakya.

Tadi, sewaktu tidur petang, maka adalah mimpi buruk sebab dah maghrib haha. Lepas tu mimpi kahwin terpaksa. Dahlah begitu tiba tiba sekali. Tengok tengok dah terkahwin. Jadi isteri kedua pulak tu. Kemudian, instead of feeling very happy (sebab orang tu muda, kaya dan baik), I was so sad during the whole mimpi. Sebabnya, dalam mimpi tu, bila jadi isteri orang rasa macam terikat dan dah tak ada kebebasan.

Tapi itu dalam mimpilah, harap harap dalam kehidupan sebenar bukan macam tu. Bayangan saya pasal perkahwinan sangat indah, tolonglah jangan shitty macam tu. Cerita pasal kahwin nantilah, bukan orang nak tau pun hahaha.

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Ini cerita lain. Kalau dekat twitter dan facebook, mesti selalu rasa orang in love ni entah apa apa. Lepas tu mesti make fun of diorang punya status yang hiperbola secara diam diam. Bukan semua pasangan bercinta macam ni lah. Tapi ada beberapa orang kan. Lepas tu mungkin Tuhan dah taknak bagi mengumpat orang secara diam, sebab selepas beberapa kali refresh dia taknak keluar apa apa.


Sadis gilakan? Boleh tengok benda tu je. Eh tapi gambar tu letak sendirilah. Bukan facebook yang bagi. Kalau facebook yang bagi macam tu, nak menangis di sudut bilik haha. Sekian sahaja, terima kasih.

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Hawa! kita dah 3 kali mimpi kena kahwin paksa. and itu bukan tido maghrib, itu tido malam. T_T

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