"He told you that he has a Robin in his life?" "No, he posted it online" "Sorry girl, but bad news, you gotta give up on this one." "But, he's perfect. And I don't give want to give up on him" "If he ends up with you, he will always have someone else on his mind. What if his Robin wants to get back with him? You think he is going to stay for you?" "I don't know. Maybe I could change his mind" "Do you know the girl?" "Yes" "When did he break up with her?" "Years ago...." "Just move on, don't hurt yourself" "But then he's going to be my Robin" "Maybe he wont. Maybe he will"
Haha hello. I am not talking about having a baby. Having your period is really weird, you're bleeding for a period (hehe) of time but you're not really dying. Your hormone is raging. You don't know what you want anymore. What you love today, you might hate it with all your guts tomorrow. And suddenly you want to be in love and get married and cuddle with someone. You want to eat a lot but you feel super fat and super conscious about your body. You want to be pretty but life is too much for a person who's bleeding that you end up wearing anything comfortable/you could find in your closet. I hope everything goes well today. I am celebrating my birthday (wohoo !) with a bunch of friends and I am planning to eat everything that I can fit in my stomach. Also I need to drink coke to keep my uterus calm. I shall find work to do. Bulan Puasa is fun because there's not many thing to do, but since I can't talk with anybody, it is pretty boring. Okaylah, till ...
These four months have been very very good to me. I really have to thank Allah for the rezeki that He is giving me, even though I have a long way to go before I can be considered a good Muslim. I quit my old job and I am finally doing what I love, writing and handling business. I have been freelancing for 4 months now and I have written so many things and it's really have been fun. I am also in charge of two social media accounts (four if you count in my own account and my business account!) which is quite a handful for me. But I get to decide my own work hours so that's cool. I am also a self-proclaimed publisher now. Tiq and I were talking about making our own zine and building a platform where contributors will get paid for their work and we decided right there and then to start our own zine. It was so sudden but we're doing fine, we even joined an event the other day to start selling our zine. We are still very small but we're very proud of what we've achieved...
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