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Been there, done that.



Share video sebab orang ni gigi dia comel
Share video sebab orang ni suara dia sedap
Share video sebab lagu ni reminds me of last year :')

Aku ingat lagi hari kawan aku nak pergi tempat yang jauh gila. Tapi semua orang pergi jauh pun aku sedih macam kalau Hasif pergi balik Mesir aku pun rasa agak agak sedih sikit sebab Hasif selalu hantar mesej sebelum naik flight macam kononnya takde twitter/facebook/skype/ym/burung hantu untuk berhubung lepas tu aku pun akan rasa sedih hahahaha annoyingnya lah diri ini -_-".

Okay cerita pasal kawan aku tu balik. Kawan aku tu bagitahu aku dia nak pergi tempat lain tu 2 hari sebelum dia pergi. Gila drama hokeh. Masa aku dengar dia cakap dia nak pergi aku lari terus turun tangga nangis nangis. Wahahaha memalukan sungguh bila fikir balik. Lepas tu masa dua hari tu aku memang hargai sungguh sungguh lah sebab aku tak tau lepas ni aku jumpa dia lagi ke tak. Lepas tu semua orang pun taknak kacau kitorang konon konon sweet sangatlah tu hahaha. Lepas tu aku ingat lagi masa makan dinner dengan kawan aku tu keluar lagu Katy Perry "Thinking Of You". Aku makan apa masa tu pun aku ingat sebab lepas tu dua bulan aku tak makan benda sama tanda protes -_-".

Petang tu jugak dia suruh aku naik teksi dan amek dia dekat dalam UiTM sebab dia nak kena hantar kunci. Lepas tu aku jalan lambat lambat supaya dia lambat sebab masa tu aku fikir kalau dia lambat maka dia tak boleh hantar kunci lepas tu dia takkan pindah sampai bila bila. Lepas tu aku pun tipu lagi cakap mestilah Encik Faiez Alwi dah balik sebab dah petang maka tak bolehlah hantar kunci. Lagi tipu sebab Encik Faiez Alwi tinggal dekat situ (Eh tapi statement ni pun mungkin tipu jugak sebab aku tak tau pun dia tinggal mana hahaha).

Esoknya masa hari kelas terakhir aku paksa jugak dia datang kelas sebab kitorang kena present sama sama dan minggu tu minggu kitorang present. Dia memang pair paling baik sebab dah buat point, kerja aku memang type je esok present sebab yang lain semua dah siap hihihi. Lepas tu kitorang duduk dekat Library sementara tunggu driver Tasya datang untuk ambil kitorang pergi buat assignment dekat office ayah Tasya. Lepas tu aku bagi dia lagu supaya dia tak lupa aku dan kitorang borak borak dan tangkap gambar terakhir. Sebelum kelas dia ajak aku pergi print assignment lepas tu dia belanja aku choki choki buat kali terakhir.

Aku tak faham kenapa huru hara sangat post ni. Malas dah nak betulkan apa apa. Semua yang aku fikir, aku tulis je. Okaylah, sekian terima kasih :)


I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

Tapi yang bezanya, aku dah tau apa jadi lepas tu. And it is too ugly so I'll just stop here.

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