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Alhamdulillah :)

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Life is about the choices you made. Cuma mungkin waktu kau budak budak life is about the choices your parents made, tapi akhirnya itu yang bentuk diri kau bila dah besar nanti. Jadi untuk cik Wowo, tahniah kerana berjaya buat satu keputusan yang memberi kepuasan untuk diri sendiri. Kepada orang lain yang nak buat keputusan untuk diri sendiri, it is never too late. Jangan risau. Daripada kau buat kerja separuh ikhlas, lebih baik kau benda yang kau suka. Duit boleh cari. Tak kaya pun boleh ambil apa course kau nak. Kalau kau suka course tu, aku tak rasa bayar balik loan kau tu akan jadi satu burden. Betul tak? Tapi siapalah aku untuk buat judgement macam tu. AKu budak UITM yang yuran hanya RM500 satu semester. Hahaha.

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Kadang kadang aku rasa buat MLM ni lebih berdosa dari buka aurat. Semua orang buat muka "Oh my god apa lagi dia nak buat lepas ni. MLM? Piramid! Itu scam wehhhh!" Mungkin satu hari nanti, kalau aku publish gambar tak pakai tudung, orang akan tetap lagi terkejut kalau aku cakap aku buat MLM. Hahaha tapi takpelah. Mari doakan aku berjaya. Kalau apa aku buat ni adalah satu scam, korang semua wajib doakan aku cepat sedar pasal scam tu, jadi aku dapat keluar daripada benda ni. Okay tak? Kalau benda ni bagus, korang wajib doakan aku jadi jutawan boleh bawa ibu bapa jalan jalan naik mercedes pecuma dan boleh pergi Hawaii percuma dengan duit belanja berjuta juta. Boleh tak? Please? Hihihi.

"Ya Allah, semoga aku dan rakan rakanku mendapat yang terbaik dalam kehidupan, semoga Hawa Nur Faiza tak tersalah langkah dan semoga semua umat Islam dalam dunia ni dilindungi oleh kau, Ya Allah."

Okay secara automatic, kau dah doakan untuk semua orang. Tahniah kerana berjaya mengumpul sedikit pahala hanya dengan duduk di hadapan komputer. :D

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Aku nak cakap pasal benda lain sebenarnya ni, tapi aku lupa, atau buat buat lupa. Minta maaf sebab buat post entah apa apa ni. Okay byebye. Oh, Nussow dah dapat kerja dekat MASALAM. Pergi cari dia dekat restaurant Windmill. Okay byebye lagi sekali. :)

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